I work in a very public image type of a job. I live in a different town than CB but am at his house quite a bit. We are getting married next July….I would love to move in and not spend what I spend on rent, but save it towards paying off student loans, etc., so I can be rid of those as soon as possible.
I would love to know that no one would notice that I’ve moved to town…but I know some people will. Do I care? Yes, I do. I want to be a good influence on their children’s lives and feel that I am held to a higher standard than others. Is that the case, probably not.
How do I move past this feeling and really do what I want?